TO REMAIN UNTITLED

I’ve been trying to conjure up something

That doesn’t sound too mean

That doesn’t sound too hostile

Or look way too obscene

I want to gain the privilege

Of succeeding well beyond

Any passing judgement

And being more than just some scum

No one’s told me how to do it

I’ve had to learn while on the run

I have these terrors chasing me

Eyeing me through the scope

Readying to pull the trigger

Waiting to beat me to a pulp

One second can be to late

I’ll never make it to my home

I’ll never get another chance

Of showing all that I am good

The only amendments sought

Are the only ones I haven’t got

A time releasing capsule

Might just do the trick

Taking one or two day

Could make things move along

I could gain all that I seek

Maybe really fast and cheap

That’s exactly how it’s always been
We live to suffer while faking a grin
No one to bring pleasure to help us cope
Sometimes people are wacked when they think they are dope
Half can’t be trusted, the rest are insane
All of them should just be flushed down the drain
Not needing to call on others for a helping hand
They’ll just wear you out when you need one to understand

A FOREVER DREAMLAND

When I first met you; I was sure we had met before.

I had seen you a million times in my dreams

Every time I saw you I’d tell you my secrets

About how I never wanted to love again

I’d fall in love with you as soon as I’d begin

You’d listen to me; I bet you’d think my ramblings would never end

My heart would start to race; my frown would shift into a grin

Who would have thought we’d be more than friends?

Over a period of time I got to know the real you

All my worries are now in the past

Your smile is like a new day

Joyous carefree and taking me away

You give the sweetest hugs every time you embrace me

Someone so caring and gentle with a heart so true

You’ve survived life with hurt and loneliness by your side.

Your sense of humor is like no other

I told you I’d never leave because of the feelings I have inside.

The ability you have to make me smile

Your laugh is so soft and sweet

I know you like no one I have ever known.

Just looking in your eyes makes me melt inside

And sometimes I wonder what I’d do if I lost you.

Your lips look so soft; soft enough to kiss

If it’s not meant to be, time will remove all guards.

You, yourself relieve me from all pain; your hands are as soft as pillows

I love the way we are together; Meeting you has changed my life

The way you comfort me is amazing; I am never letting you go.

Every time we say good-bye I start to cry

Remember me always and I will never forget you.

We’ve said our good-byes in plenty; too many times

Always think of me and you.

For the time has come, I have to leave you

I’m even too tired to say I love you

Those 3 little words; meaningless all alone

For the love I’ve shown you I’m certain you’ll know

Please take care of my love, I’ll do the same

Off to sleep I must go; a forever dreamland